Wednesday, March 30, 2005
> crapping from the *ahem* queen
it's been a long time since i last blogged here. think this will be my third time..since the new members of 71 has been notified of the class blog, it's time we shld type something and add a new entry
well, the term has officially started. after all the tears, after all the fighting, after all the hugs and encouraging squeezes, it's time to get on and start mugging. well, maybe not mugging considering that I'm the *ahem* queen but at least we have to get more serious with our work. so hey new members of the class, what do you think of us?
yeah! bought the new uniform liao. although think im going to get both the shirts and skirts changed on friday (which means i cant wear the new uniform like in this week...sob) im still quite excited. means we're part of hwa chong liao right? means we no longer have to ask "which school you from ah?" cos we're all from the same school now. quite exciting.
let's have 2 class outings soon? one for the old 71, and one for the new 71. let's get the 71 spirits started soon
love
shuli*
05S71 < 3:54 PM
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Thursday, March 24, 2005
> we've loved.
we have tried, and thats all that matters.
yes ritz, its been a bumpy ride..
but like the how the pieces of puzzle that jiaming gave us can break up,
it will join back again.
cause it'll be back to form a complete picture of us. and there wont be anyone missing. cause it needs every single one of us.
love is that what makes us complete. and the world go round.
love 05s71
love you
05S71 < 11:49 PM
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> s71...
guess it has been a long emotional roller coaster ride for all of us during this past week. I'm tired. no doubt, I felt pain knowing some ppl cannot stay, no matter how much they want to. I don't blame anyone, don't blame HC, don't blame MOE, (don't blame 2nd intakers). but there's nothing wrong with paining, as it only shows the love for 05s71. After the pain is over, everything is actually qt worth it. I'd rather have a class full of love and spirit than a class tt stays intact but everyone is cold and superficial. So yeah.. win some, lose some.
I hope that even though parting is inevitable, everything is still a "we", and not "you all and me". if you get what i mean yeah.
and may i request, for one full class outing?
-ritz-
05S71 < 9:32 PM
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Wednesday, March 23, 2005
> awaiting fr more miracles
I thought that this was the end... 6 times of cryin shld put an end to everythin!! i thought that by changin into physics combination, i'll forget the pain and grieve whenever i look at 71's class bench.. how empty it is. BUT RIGHT NOW THERE's CHANCE K!!! 71 may not be dissolved. KAIQIAN's BACK and I DUNNO HOW TO CONTAIN MY ESTACY RIGHT NOW. There'll be more miracles happening. I PRAY AND I HOPE. FOR MORE thats goin to come.. LEt the magic of 71 continue.. maybe our tears worked. =')
05S71 < 9:22 PM
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Tuesday, March 22, 2005
> i wil rmb u all-----05s71
always believe there will be a way 4 things to work out...
now though i don like this ending, but all i k do is to accept it....
i know at this point, everybody is feeling sad (including me),but please try to smile...i like to see ur smiles,05s71!!
todae, i was quite shock to find out tt i have to leave hwa chong, cos be4 todae everybody telling me tt i should be able to stay, and i really believed tt i could stay... however it turn out to be....sigh..
it really hurts tt when u believed something better was coming but got disappointments again...
this afternoon i went to cut my hair, till it is very short ..don know why i was doing this...but i just did it..
now i am packing, sorry again tt i cant come to dinner tonight cos hostel ask us to move out as soon as possible hence have to pack..
it is unbearable sad tt all my frens seeing me putting staff one by one into the luggage, none are crying though i know every second the tears may just drop out..
i will try my best to stay in contact wif 71, no matter how far the distance it is...
i will come back whenever i k..
To all those appealing: all the best for u all...i know it is hard but having chance to appeal means still have hope, no matter where i am, i will pray for u all...stay wif hope please...must jiayou
To everyone tt has consoled me: really really thanks for all the hugging u gave me.. i wil always rmb tt... and all the messages also..i am really touched..
To Tiff and Ronald: sorry tt i cant run council wif u, and i never expected this happened, so sorry for disappointing ur...and all the best for tt, i am sure tt u two can do it..i can always help in any way if u need...making the intro movie..
To jiahui: rmb u promise a drawing for me... i wil come back and get tt...haha..
To jiayin and huixuan: rmb to send me the photos....hug u...
To 05s71: i will always love u all, and rmb all the time we shared together...i will alsway see myself as one of 05s71, k i?! and rmb the alphabet...everyone got one part...
at last, i want to say i hope to see everybody smiling when i meet u all next time..say again.. i love to see ur smiles, 05s71...
hoping to see 05s71 again and take care!!!
......jiaming....
05S71 < 7:54 PM
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Monday, March 21, 2005
>
okz. this is onli the second entrie i have written in here larhz. but i guess this shud be significant enuf becos tonite is the nite before. the nite before all that will be revealed. and i jus feel lyk blogging at this veri instant.
its been a hell of a ride. a bumpy and jerky ride on a roller-coaster... yet its exhilirating and exciting. sharing the same class bench wif a bunch of vibrant, gossipy, understanding and friendly 71-ians... i cannot help but remember all the wonderful times dat we have spent together. yeah. the first impressions formed... the orientation.. the veri first class outing and subsequent ones dat followed.. the times where everyone gathered arnd the classbench chatting til the cows come home... the shopping for presents and class tees... the occasional 'ponning' where everyone felt nervy yet excited at e same time.. the fun and high-ness at various concerts lyk bandage, talentime, huangcheng...the joy and the sadness on 28 feb 05 and the days dat followed... scandals forming and breaking and romances budding. simply too many. i believe dat many would.. from time to time... when u are staring into space... remember these memories.
the bonds in the class are fairly strong... bonds between frens... bonds with the class... and it is this bond dat make us emotionallie attached to one another... such dat we so much not wanna see anione leave. no matter who leaves... some sadness will linger... perhaps it will dwindle down after some time... but the fact remains dat the memories in the first 3 months will remain as it is... no one can take dat away from us. and dat is why i feel so much for the class... and im sure many others will share my sentiments.
everyone has hope. hoping dat they will remain in the class and some may hope otherwise but tmr is the dae when our hopes come face to face with e truth (dat may b cruel or satisfying)... some pple's hope may be faltering, while others' r still strong.. but i urge all to put in one last faith... hope for the miracle dat will come... on 22 mar 05...
if however, the miracle do not come... fret not.. becos im sure everyone has tried their best in their o lvls and appeals and everything... so there is no need to regret. guess we have all done our best in every aspect possible, but sometimes things jus do not go our way. quoting from somewhere ,"at the end of the dae.. even if all came to naught... i thk dat everyone... the parties involved... even i.. wil emerge a stronger person... becos failure doesnt translate to actual failure in life. it jus means u learn from ur mistakes and experiences... pick up from where u fell... and get on wif ur life... becos life (unfortunately or fortunately) still has to go on... and ultimately... u will still be who u are... nothing can change it." duno if this is relevant, but hope this can help.
i guess we all love 71.
believe. one more time.
in the spirit of 71.and crux.y is signing out.
05S71 < 11:32 PM
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>
First of all, I really want to thank you all for the wonderful scrapbook that you've made for me. It was not only the sweetest, but by far the only thing that's managed to make me feel really warm inside (this cold weather...). I really love flipping through its pages and just imagining myself to be back there, back at Hwa Chong with you people again. That's how badly I miss you all.
I know posting results are coming out tomorrow, and for some of you the result weighs on your mind heavily. Whatever the outcome may be, I truly hope everyone will be happy and embrace the bright future ahead. After 3 months in 71, I think all of us know what really matters is the friendship and spirit we've come to share. I won't be able to forget that. Such that if I meet any one of you on the street (as I told Kaiqian), I'd still recognise you and greet you as a friend rather than just walk past. The main thing is (to overuse cliched terms) that the memories and bonds stay with me forever.
This is progressively getting mushier and mushier. But mushrooms are nice. :D I look forward to meeting you all again in the near and far future (wonder what we'll be like). Must talk on msn and keep in touch! Keep the flame burning ...
*/ xinhui
Btw I'm 3 hours ahead here now so excuse me if I talk too much rubbish online. And I partially opened up my lj and linked you guys! Feel free to pop by.
05S71 < 10:21 PM
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Friday, March 18, 2005
>
huang cheng.
05S71 < 10:24 AM
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Wednesday, March 16, 2005
> =D
hm, this blog is quietening down a lot.. many other class blogs have become stagnant ever since the blog competition is over.. is competition such a motivator? its so sad tt not everyone can blog.. well.. hope everyone can blog more.. 71 rocks! since now hardly got people post already, so i shall try to add something in.. how's everyone's march hols? mine doesnt seem like hols at all.. in fact i have to try n find time for homework..=p unlike sch days.. yesterday went to the library so scary, saw all the j2s mugging in the library like siao for their block test.. din even dare to whisper.. scared got noise they all come n beat me up littat.. wonder if we'll have to go thru the same thing soon..
05S71 < 6:37 PM
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Sunday, March 13, 2005
> apollo night
05S71 < 12:27 PM
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Friday, March 11, 2005
> apollo!!
harloe! it's the last day of school! haha just came back from faculty outing at Spans-Jom clubhouse. didn't expect it to look so nice. well it was really quite fun esp at the beginning.. b4 the Q&A cuz it got a little draggy there.. haha i seiously think our faculty rocks! look at 75! i think they're really bonded n funky as a class, cuz they're real enthusiastic n game! n i finally know who Boggart is.. hahax. the role playing was funny! our dear faculty head is so so dirty! but hilariously wacky n funky man! hahaha. then came Q&A.. junkai it was rather amusing up there yeah? lolx.. well we got "most Comical" i think.. heh anw it was all just for fun.. cool! :)
hmm b4 the march hols start n everyone gets busy, i just wanna say thanks to a few special people.. actually i also have lotsa things to say to each one of u, but.. haha perhaps some other time cuz i nid to sleep soon.. haha. well, thanks jiayin n jielong, for what u wrote in the post. :) jiayin n huixuan, thanks for bring so helpful and patient towards me! esp for my work cuz i can't help but feel that i trouble/bother u gals a lot.. thanks for writing the testimonials for mi for council too! hee.. really cherish the beautiful, truthful friendship that we are having now!! :) *hugs* also thanks to all those who have been really encouraging n supporting mi all the way to join council n assuring mi that they'll help in many ways during the campaigning n voting period. haha ppl like jiaming, kaiqian, hongli, pamela, huixuan, jiayin. and to others for giving mi other forms of moral support.. basically everyone in class! cuz i'm really touched at how supportive this class is.. from the bottom of my heart, THANK YOU 71! hope i, ronald n jiaming will be able to do the class proud.. we'll be trying hard! :) jiaming n ronald, WE CAN DO IT!! jiaming dun worry too much abt Q & A cuz i'll train u or help u wheneva u nid it. :) ronald, keep ur enthusiasm going!! u seem to be getting drained these days? anw, hold on to our dream!! :)
lots of love,
~^*``tiffany``*^~
05S71 < 11:43 PM
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Wednesday, March 09, 2005
> to sevenone..
i guess tt by now,most, if not all, of the class,probably heard tt i wanna change class..in case anyone was wondering, it is NOT because of 71.. its just because my gd fren is in tt class, n my best fren is at the class bench next to it. i hav grown to like all of 71.. its a great, funny class actually, tho everyone mite think im crazy in chionging so much hw..ive enjoyed my time in 71, but sorry, im compelled to leave..maybe its the sixth sense..i noe i dun speak much in class or go to outings often. in fact i can count the number of times ive been to class outings on 1 hand..but seriously,i'll like to apologise for tt.. i noe its a bit anti-social,i try not to, but these few weeks,many unhappy things hav been happening to me personally..which makes me unhappy n so leads to a reduction in talking and going out.. well, ive not much to say. so here ends my blog. i love 71..i'll always leave part of me behind in 71.. rocks forever!!!
05S71 < 8:41 PM
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Thursday, March 03, 2005
> a little something for everyone :)
there is the possibility that our class will have to split up and go separate ways after the posting is out late this march...everyone is sad over this, so am i...but we must put away the unhappiness behind us! stop brooding over the past and open up our hearts to joy! it is time to enjoy the time that we have left together, since what lies ahead is unpredictable...
here's a little something for everyone...
angie: for being the class genius and for sharing the same birthdate as me :)
huixuan: for being my very first fren in 05S71 (haha, and everyone thought that we were long time good frens!) and being so mad with a face full of crazy expressions and a constant sleepy look [jk! - i noe wat it means ok..]
charlene: for being the cool judo girl in class, and whom the guys were staring at in changi [cos jielong's sis said tt u are v pretty]
huaming: for being so lame [can't stand it lor...too bad it's in born, can't be changed] and for being so funny
kerwei: for being the guy who talks to loads of girls and is forever online
jiaming: for being a really nice and cool china scholar! so gd in chem and helpful too! :D
ronald: for being the BFG in our class :)
roslyn: for being nice and for owning a fantastic canon ixus camera! whoo!
xuanyi: for being the canada freak who very much prefers english to chinese
roxanne: for being the really pretty girl and class! haha. i'm sure u're eye candy for the guys in class...in particular, the one with the biscuit name.. ;)
tiffany: for being so bubbly like bubbles! and being so popular! and sexy! haha
junkai: for being so shi1 bai4 in fortune-telling....
sooklee: for being the best speaker for debates!
kian: for always acting seh and for being friendly :) and for running during X-country despite your injured leg!
shimin: for inviting us over to your hse to stay over! sorry for disturbing your parents!
chelly: for being highly protective over your cactus(es) and being SO humurous in your posts! they are so enjoyable to read! blog more!
pamela: for sharing two same names as me - blur pok and slow pok! haha, and for coming up with the lao pok rhyme(?) with me!
ritz: for resmebling a mosquito and china businessman, but who would very much prefer looking like a mosquito!
jiahui: for your superb anime drawings! and being quiet at times yet dependable [esp. for econs project] :)
priscilla: for owning such a gentle voice and being constantly eyed by you-know-who...BEWARE!!! haha
adeline: for inviting us all to your hse before x-country! haha, and for saying tt i look v qing1 xiu4! [haha, ok, it's your mum who said tt]
hongli: for being so super, ultra crappy. u're the class's kai1 xin1 guo3! :D oh, u are another lame pok
kaiqian: for being so giggly and smiley most of the time! and for being a wonderful and responsible CT rep! :)
jielong: for being so open in your profession of love for....
[note: the two above are singled out for a reason (:]
.:gjy:.
05S71 < 7:00 PM
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Wednesday, March 02, 2005
> a letter to my ct
Dear 71,
I know that most of you are feeling very sad over the possible breakup of the class composition as we know it.
I know how you feel because I have honestly enjoyed being your Civics Tutor. I am sad to see this happen.
But life must go on. I know some of you will brush off what I have to say as
she is just saying this to sound nice... but honestly, i didn't enjoy scolding the class today over GP presentations. I know some of you were wondering even though you didn't say anything: "
can't Ms Chua see that we are all too upset to study now? So what if we lose 2 GP periods? Does it really matter? It's only 2 GP periods..."The point isn't the loss of the 2 GP periods. The point is this: whether you like it or not, life has to go on. And you need to do what is right, which is to know when to mourn, when to hide away those tears, when to focus on your work...
That is the hardest thing you can do. But it is one of the most important lessons in life you must learn. Remember what I said in my letters to all of you? That you will look back with pride on how you behave in a crisis, not how well you did in your O levels. And you all WILL meet setbacks sooner or later in life. It's only a question of when. Not now, maybe, but later. And I can tell you from experience that it's learning how to be professional, not to allow your emotions to overwhelm you such that your work becomes slipshod that will stand you in good stead. And if you don't learn this now, then when? Strength and resilience do not come overnight. These are built over a series of setbacks, gradually. And if you should hit a big crisis later on in life, please trust me on this, you WILL be grateful for handling the previous problems in your life well as the previous experiences would have helped you cope that much better. It's like depositing something into your character bank that you can draw upon when you REALLY really need it. And it needs to begin now. That is why I insisted on work being handed in on time and of a good quality.
For those of you who are worried that you may not be able to stay in HC, and feel as if it doesn't matter where I go now. please don't think this way. Don't let your momentary misery cloud your mind such that you stake the next 2 years of your life on poor emotional control. Please think carefully about your 2nd and 3rd choices: think about fitting in, the kind of school ethos, subject combination etc carefully. Because if it doesn't work out, you will hate yourself for giving into your emotions for the brief moment of time when you should have controlled your sadness and thought through your decisions carefully.
Please feel free to talk to me. You know how to contact me.
Ms Chua.
05S71 < 8:35 PM
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> footprints
walk along the beach
to goals we seek to reach
uncertainty seems to reek
in this game of hide and seek.
The tide recedes but leaves behind bright seashells on the sand.
The sun goes down but gentle warmth lingers on the land.
The music stops and yet it echoes on in sweet refrains.
For every joy that passes, something beautiful remains.
we are hopeless...jielong...we understand now.
05S71 < 1:31 PM
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> emotional.....
hello, it's late but i can't sleep.. i'm feeling vv emotional now. i can't bear the thought of us splitting!! i just wanna dedicate part of this song to u guys.
^~Flying Without Wings~^ by westlife
Eveybody's looking for that something
One thing that makes it all complete
You find it in the strangest places
Places you never knew it could be
Some find it in the face of their children
Some find it in their lovers' eyes
Who can deny the joy it brings
When you find that special thing
You're flying without wings
Some find it sharing every morning
Some in their solitary lives
You find it in the works of others
A simple line can make you laugh or cry
You find it in the deepest friendships
The kind you cherish all your life
And when you know how much that means
You've found that special thing
You're flying without wings
So impossible as they may seem
You've got to fight for every dream
Cause who's to know
which one you let go
Would have made you complete71 is that special something. i love you 71~
tiffany
05S71 < 12:06 AM
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Tuesday, March 01, 2005
> ahem ahem
hello s71, dunno why i use our password as title..
HELLO everyone i come blog again this my 3rd time, so i very excited but anyway thats not the pt, so lemme tell u all what i feel abt this class.
no matter what we do, we will stand strong in our believe and fight for what we want and no matter what, we will remain as a class forever.
ok, u all know sth? actually i didnt tell u all. if u all realise, for my previous posts.. i always refer s71 as
u all and not
we. cos honestly at first i hated this class and i really dont want change class and i almost want to commit suicide when i come to this class. and when i see everyone the face i think you all look very unfriendly and i think for the first week of lecture no one want to sit beside me no one want to go toilet with me and etc and i'm damn sad.
then many things happen... here and there, ive been here for one and a half mths already. and i truly feel the class spirit and the love from all of you all.. ok.. actually i dont come for class outings and i always run away for some lectures and the siva's lesson i always dont attend, but all the very same, i feel part of you all.
anyway what really matters is that fate has brought all of us together and i really really treasure it. 05S71 can never be apart if we don't let it be. It's not the classrooms that make a class up. Neither is it the CT bench nor the time spent together. It's the people, the spirit that makes a class.
When eveything seems bleak there will definately be a glimmer of hope.. somewhere.. somehow..
there can be miracles when you believeand to all my friends, i will love you forever and always.
once a s71-ian, always a s71-ian, i'll be there if any of you need me :)
-hong li-
05S71 < 9:32 PM
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