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okz. this is onli the second entrie i have written in here larhz. but i guess this shud be significant enuf becos tonite is the nite before. the nite before all that will be revealed. and i jus feel lyk blogging at this veri instant.
its been a hell of a ride. a bumpy and jerky ride on a roller-coaster... yet its exhilirating and exciting. sharing the same class bench wif a bunch of vibrant, gossipy, understanding and friendly 71-ians... i cannot help but remember all the wonderful times dat we have spent together. yeah. the first impressions formed... the orientation.. the veri first class outing and subsequent ones dat followed.. the times where everyone gathered arnd the classbench chatting til the cows come home... the shopping for presents and class tees... the occasional 'ponning' where everyone felt nervy yet excited at e same time.. the fun and high-ness at various concerts lyk bandage, talentime, huangcheng...the joy and the sadness on 28 feb 05 and the days dat followed... scandals forming and breaking and romances budding. simply too many. i believe dat many would.. from time to time... when u are staring into space... remember these memories.
the bonds in the class are fairly strong... bonds between frens... bonds with the class... and it is this bond dat make us emotionallie attached to one another... such dat we so much not wanna see anione leave. no matter who leaves... some sadness will linger... perhaps it will dwindle down after some time... but the fact remains dat the memories in the first 3 months will remain as it is... no one can take dat away from us. and dat is why i feel so much for the class... and im sure many others will share my sentiments.
everyone has hope. hoping dat they will remain in the class and some may hope otherwise but tmr is the dae when our hopes come face to face with e truth (dat may b cruel or satisfying)... some pple's hope may be faltering, while others' r still strong.. but i urge all to put in one last faith... hope for the miracle dat will come... on 22 mar 05...
if however, the miracle do not come... fret not.. becos im sure everyone has tried their best in their o lvls and appeals and everything... so there is no need to regret. guess we have all done our best in every aspect possible, but sometimes things jus do not go our way. quoting from somewhere ,"at the end of the dae.. even if all came to naught... i thk dat everyone... the parties involved... even i.. wil emerge a stronger person... becos failure doesnt translate to actual failure in life. it jus means u learn from ur mistakes and experiences... pick up from where u fell... and get on wif ur life... becos life (unfortunately or fortunately) still has to go on... and ultimately... u will still be who u are... nothing can change it." duno if this is relevant, but hope this can help.
i guess we all love 71.
believe. one more time.
in the spirit of 71.and crux.y is signing out.