> btw. im okae.
hahaz. and everyone thinks dat im brooding over the council matter.. and wallowing in selfpity. absolute rubbish. i jus merely disappeared for 1 hour. and dat was all the time i needed to gather myself altogether and move on ya knoez. hahaz. im a cheerful dude. and i shall continue to cheer myself up with crappie comments during PW. im jus not serious during 'ahem's' lesson. u cant change dat fact. of course. hope dat will cheer everyone else up aniwae.
hmm. nywaez. congrats to tiff who got into council. forget about me. mayb i jus not meant to be in council. and seriously it doesnt matter animore. hahaz. i have absolute and total confidence in myself dat i will not let this obstacle affect me in aniway. i shall continue to be who i am and i will attempt to find other opportunities in which i believe i can excel in. this arc has come to a close and so hahaz. forget bout it anw.
wellz. i have to thank so many pple who have helped tiff and i thruout the campaigning period. everyone. from 71. even miss lock. (since shes frm 71 anw) haz. im jus totallie grateful for all the help rendered esp when we 2 couldnt cope wif all the campaigning gimmicks. and for everyone who put on the tie so willingly to rallie for us. hahaz. but of course it added aesthetical value to the entire HC uniform. so its a win-win situation ya knoez. hahaz. however i would lyk to esp thank our 'new friends' (as miss lock has so kindly put it). we have barely known each other for a week or 2... and yet everyone's so accommodating and supportive. haz. jonathan. junyi. gerald. sean. jocelin. nigel. chenlu. 'mingster'. shiru. thanks for everything.. haahz. hope u have enjoyed being with us for the past 2 weeks. i assume 71 is very fun hor? compared to the other classes arnd. hahaz. and not forgetting all the wonderful frens frm the first 3 mnths dat has left us but are still with us. (contradictory but guess we all understand the meaning rite?) hahaz. shimin. roslyn. jiaming. chunkai. hongli. roxanne. huaming. xinhui. angie. hah. im totallie grateful for ur support and everything. and of course. to my many frens from the other faculties as well. ya all rock. whee~
indeed im not in council. but somehow. i managed to get out of this mini-depression afer a short time. so yeahz. mayb im uber strong and can stand up after this mini-setback easily. or mayb the desire for it wasnt dat strong. hmm. but in any case. i knoe dat everyone is behind me. all the comforting messages either thru msg. thru msn. thru voice. i treasure every bit of concern u have for me. becos it is realli realli important for me. i said that the 2nd most impt aspect of my life during the qNa session is frens. indeed. i nv would have been able to stand up this soon without all the encouragement and motivation from everyone. for it is this strange intangible bond dat keeps me afloat. gimme a choice between having frens and no council and having council but no frens. its lyk duh. i wil choose the former.
enuf said. i thk u all get the point dat im not hiding in some shell and wallowing in selfpity. im supposed to be the strongest person on earth. kian told me dat. and so i believed him. duh. i have ultimate confidence in myself. but pls do not mistaken this for ego. hahaz. thanks everyone for everything.
to end off. i cant help but niao tiff for having to go school tmr to paint banner but i can stay in bed till 11am. yaye. hahaz. get all dirty tmr. and go become the wonderful councillor we all expect u to be. and. u betta get the post of song i/c if not ecaco chairperson if not u wil make me veri shi wang. hahz.
u think i will fall? u mus be kidding. I'm impregnable!im not in council. so wat? im still alive. (btw i dun mean to deface council in any way)and so i move on with my life.crux.y is signing out.
