> something dat we all hold dear to our hearts
there is an empty void somewhere in our hearts, made larger by the excessive amounts of work dat we have to complete and tests dat we are obliged to study for. dats y everything feels different.
After reading thru the past entries, it dawned upon me dat everyone may have felt wat i have been feeling too and i believe that everyone is kinda bothered bout it. but no one knows how to change it. and so we all just let it go. and pretend dat nothing happened even thou it did happen. i guess i was guilty of dat behaviour as well.
everyone knows dat something is lacking. something is different. we all lack the zealous and zesty edge dat we used to have. mayb not all but some i guess. when everything's secure and stable after an edgy yet exciting first 3 months, things start to get real boring. which is y everyone seems to be so sian and lost during tutorials and lectures. im sure the tutors can feel this as well.
and since it has been dished out in the open, i guess we all cant hide from it any longer.
sometimes i jus hope dat everyone can be back to their enthu days and turn up for class outings. i knoe there are always CCA commitments and other personal stuff to settle but i jus hope dat everyone can dedicate jus a small bit of their time.. perhaps 2 hours or a little more to have dinner as a class. or mayb a day or 2 during the june hols to come for a chalet dat we are probably gonna organise. the past 2 outings (or mini-gatherings) hasnt been realli successful.. and failure could veri well be attributed to syfs and last minute organisation. but at least there's body language to look forward to and of course there's flag day where many ppl signed up for. at least attendance has increased.
being the stand-in ct rep for kaiqian for 8 days (in her absence), has been rather tiring. but who am i to complain when she has to do the same job for the rest of the year? but the point is dat im sure anyone who holds some kind of a post wouldnt mind doing admin stuff for the class. jus as long as we feel dat its worthwhile doing such for a class dat is vibrant, appreciative and understanding. jus needed to point out dat each and every class com member have been doing a lot of stuff for the class and its jus right to show some gratitude to them. a mere smile and thank you would do.
I thk dat we all shud appreciate everyone in our class jus for being a part of 71. jus for being a part of every other person's life and memory dat we hold dear to our hearts.
see u all at the next class outing. =]
-crux.y-
