> engulfed by the sweet saccharine of it all
Ok i broke my promise to abstain from the usage of the com but anw im here juz to clarify things so that this issue abt the class outing can come to an end.
haha firstly, i juz wanna say that i do not regret posting e prev entry as it was a truthful reflection on what i felt that day. was juz bein honest, and so i certainly find no wrong in doin that. but after much reflection, i think i wld apologise fr the harsh tone adopted in it as emotions and more emotions clouded my thoughts. yet the purpose of it all wasnt to blame any1 or to accuse ppl of purposely skipping class outings for that matter. of coz i noe that tiffany had council matters, huixuan & kaiqian had interact, jiayin had dance, sean had old class gathering, gerald was grounded and many others were sick. i do not blame them and i esp appreciate every little effort put in to even try to come at all.. and i din noe that shuli, u had menstrual cramps. im sry to hear bout that. was not targeting any1 specifically so i din expect the big uproar over some random ramblings. anw i guessed the disappointment in the poor turnout got to me so badly that i juz lost it.. so sry fr the way that i put things across. but its impossible to refute the stark truth of it all, our class has changed. for the better or worse i do not noe. or maybe its juz me, sitting there in silence while envyin the strong bonds between snrs in our snr class; invaluable friendship coupled with gd grades. im so jealous. is that too much to ask fr?
'nth has changed, yet nth's quite the same.'vicissitudes of life. once engulfed by the sweet saccharine of it all, im lost in this pile of crumbling castles.
-kian
